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Broken

by M-Fap

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1.
99% 03:12
Nothing but an animal, my reflection is torn, Between the face I knew, and the future I was born for, So what can I take for myself In this domain, With so much predestined wealth in this misery game, So, love me if you will, but it'll do you no good, I've got my eyes on revolution, so run you really should, Or you might get burned in my glorious inferno, Don’t get caught in the flames, with enemy I go to, I was always rejected from the all best, Deflected by the institutions where I cause unrest, Sometimes a taste is so fucking sweet You just think death and fate you can cheat Straight bouncing back like a reflection But I always thought the best art was created from rejection To bad it has to lead to such untimely obsessions, That has led to this revolution built on destitution. It’s the 99 versus the 1 percent didn’t you know, To fight the villain, we must become the anti-hero! You know you've broken of all that you can chew But we gotta keep going until there’s no more of you The end can’t come faster than it will But we pray for relief, even if we’re despicable Now I've given all that I can, I want to hide Now it’s your turn to be the leader of genocide! Aiming for the destiny I was never to meant see Cause I was never meant for complacency Never letting the man run all over my shoes Not paying the bills, fuck all their rules For when the man fucks up he's supposed to pay up But that’s not the system, the winner is who pays up And the courts are run by the criminals all the same They rigged it from the start it’s all a big game The one the century done but all the same don's Who continue to deny pain and suffering for so long They thought they were sharks, but they were wrong And soon enough, they will all be fucking gone! Nothing but animal, we will all trample You in our herd one by one So don’t fuck with the masses Or they will burn you down like Rome!
2.
Pathways 04:30
Ever as kid get lost in your dreams, Look at the clouds and wonder what it all means, Well I did just one to many times, And I found out there's one to many lines, That you just shouldn't cross with a fragile mind, Because as a kid you're just one of a kind, And things get fucked up really fucking quickly, Especialy when you spend your life weak and sicky, When I finally get to break, a chance to be free There's a certain splace for cruelty, That seems to be reserved for me, In this world of depravity. Always believing in these wise man's tales, But as I follow I seem to go to no avail, Am I just born to suffer every which way, Never gonna see it through a happy man's day, Before I have the courage to do what needs to be done, Go and purchase myself a god damn gun, Put a bullet in the barrel and watch it spin, You know just where it has gone and been, But where it's gonna go next is where the stories at, Finger on the trigger, gonna end all that, You called the shithole that is your god damn life, Do you even say goodbye to your fucking wife? What final judgements do I have to weigh, Before I end it all on this fabolous day, Well here's two words that I got for you, How bout's this, Fuck YOU! I don't know where to go, It's been so long, Can I keep on walking this pathway, Am I that strong. I don't know where to start, I don't know where to care, I'd have to make something up out of thin air, Do I really have a beginning or ending or even a story in between, Are you starting to catch what I mean, Most of the time I don't even feel like anyone, But that's how it's been since day one, Caught in the traps of mediocrity, But a family that wants nothing but conformity, Keeping me away from everything I could get hurt on, Every street light, corner, alley, or place I could hav gone, But do you know what that did to me day after day, Not allowed to go out enjoy my life and play, But it's okay I'm not hurt I'm safe, Always kept in my box in my little special place, But you think this I’m just putting on a sad face? Motherfucker you’ve barely had a taste. Speak my mind and it goes nowhere, Unsure if I'm even worth the air, What you want and what you need They are two different things don't you see Cause life ain't that simple it'll never be You gotta move with the flow or else you're all history Instead like zombies, moving to the beat You’re all marching to the same jobs that you hate And I'll admit that I made a few to many mistakes, But we all know that we need a break The system is breaking down, it’s just fate To many promise built on hate To many people who are built on fake Don’t you all see what’s at stake But none of that really is gonna matters When this gun can end all the chatter.
3.
Life's so good, until it's so bad Then you're left thinking about what you once had But in the end that's pretty rad Cause, Inner reflection bringing the grand deflection From this consumer reality So maybe we should just take a dose of therapy Straight from our own mentality Because that's where it was always anyway Cause I got the answers, now go find your own Don't try to tell me what I should call home Cause whatever fantasy I choose to divulge Will bring me to the reality I wanna indulge I’m already a being of self-sufficiency Nothing you say can get the best of me Don’t judge, this creation is my own You can’t rip it apart, leave me alone How can you judge what you don't even understand Everything on this earth was part of a master plan We got a chance, but you wanna throw it away All because you say there's gotta be a judgement day Heaven and hell, and everything in between, It's all the same, don't you know what I mean, We're all chumps to think that's it's anything more then a game That we play routine day after day, nothing changes it's all the same But that's life it bitches, so wake up your living in a dream You have to deal with it anyways, you know what I mean You can call me a hippie, but I'm really not There's more to me than any label's got And I may think I just will skip to the point right now Everytime you put a label you just bow To a higher concept that you've prescribed Everyone's trapped, they just wanna hide In the end they don't have to make up their mind You don’t want to belong to that sort of kind Let me teach you a lesson about living free As you take back your option of variety It was always only laughter away, so don't forget it As you have the options float away You must consecrate your domain Find what your create, hold it to your name So open yourself to the intoxicating presence That you submit to become one with the present Throw away your memories, they don't make up you or me They're just products of the subliminal enemy The virtual time machine that keeps you in a dream The demiurge of our fears, if you know what I mean They're just false impressions you made and then twisted Until they're rolled up, buried, and reflected So say goodbye to your heroes say goodbye to your freakshow None of that matters after the dissolution of your ego
4.
Fish Factory 04:14
Everytime I wakeup I see your face right there Like a bad dream, a never ending nightmare Spit in my face, you ruffle up my hair Yet somehow I always seem to care More and more, the harder you push We always seem to find time to smoke my kush Like a skeleton in my fucking closet But I always thought you were more then another slut But maybe I am just living in the distant past I'm always the one to figure it out last Oh god, oh god baby, how I do I find my place, Next to insanity that I can never even taste Or understand, or comprehend, or even begin to see Cause it's all in your head fucking lady! Dirty little girl I know want yah I know I shouldn't, but I gottchyah Spread your wings, and let me see What lurks between your fish factory Every day I'm with you, it's always the same thing, It's like I'm addicted to the pain and suffering, When you open your mouth, and it's not for dick, It's always the same depressing sick ass shit, I might as well tune you out, and replace what you say, With this copy and paste method of decay: "Welcome to my world I hope you don't enjoy your stay, Cause really in the end, it doesn't matter anyways, So sit down and take a seat I'm not going away, Oh I swear baby, you won't be okay, Cause the demons in my head they seem so real, The wounds they dig, they'll never heal, Live with me, like driving with no wheel, Twisting and turning, no fathomable way to deal Welcome to my world, get ready to kneel Bow to the insanity! What's real? Now your six feet deep down in my soul, Can you even try to comprehend the tol How this might lead to a bloody end, Were we even really thinking about then? It's like a kamikaze mission, but we're blindly unaware Or at least we tell ourselves, once we up in the air Flying at mach five, getting ready for the dive Is this how we are going to meet our demise? Did you ever really think we were going to pull up When it’s so much easier to go belly up Then trying to build on something or repair Something that was never touched by love or care, Nothing can ever really quite compare, What lays deep in our pointless dream of nowhere, From the truth we can no longer hide, We know this was the darkest of dark rides.
5.
Rise 03:33
Serve yourself a full serving of debt for a meal, Pull up the veil, get on your hands and kneel, A generation of lost oppression, caught in a depression, Do you even know your own fucking condition, Now we're all just numbers on a barcode, We'll do whatever that we've been fucking told, We've been labelled, doctored, and prescribed, What's left for any of us to hide? Nothing can prepare us for our fate, To be locked in this prison state, A bureaucracy instead of a democracy, Caught in a government of hypocrisy, What is it exactly you think you understand, Do you really know the power that we command, To exercise the rights that we have been given, Don't yah wanna live a life worth living? Do you believe in what this world stands for, Or are you gonna become another corporate whore, We should be standing up for our civil liberties, But instead we're accepting our misery, What does it mean when we always deceive, Instead we could bring the corruption to it's knees, If we just took a second to open our eyes, And clear up our mental hemorrhoids. Oh god, we gave it all away, What did we do today? How could we let this happen this way? Watch as the world fades away I once had hope in all these lies, Based on the foundations of dead men's lives, Heroes of an age that now we've lost, We'll be paying their debts, for all they cost, No more time to celebrate only mourn, Now we must fix the rips that they've torn, The lies they made have cost us all, And now it's time, we be the ones to stand tall, Unlike the generations of the past, We cannot see the same spells be cast, The illusion of safety must be removed, The chaos and confusion must be revealed in the nude.
6.
Labels, just another thing to prescribe So from the truth that we can all hide You think you got all this magical answers But I know you got nothing to make it better You might have a degree, but it’s plastic to me All these things that you claim to be able to see They don’t matter, and will be thrown out like sense chatter From just another fuck Mad Hatter Cause you claim you’ve seen something that’s forever That’s how I know you don’t got a single answer We all have a chance to make things matter We just need to learn how to stand up better How many times do we got to fall Before we realize that we’ve lost it all Persistence has led to a desolation Lost is the sacred art of the Brahman I want to live longer than 300 But you tell me that’s really fucking absurd Well I’ll tell you what I’m going to do I’m going to outlive every single one of you If you let them, they’ll trample us all down We are just pawns, nothing to them Don’t let yourself become subjected To a situation that’ll get you cheated Out of the position that you deserve You have all the potential to preserve A formation of your highest order To ascend, I know that we are all eager! You can’t take down a fucking legion When they come marchin, they know what they needin’ Ignore at your risk, you be feedin’ a demon A pit of anger that never stop a seething Before things take a nasty turn It’s better to just run and let your stomach churn It’s a lot better than getting yourself beheaded By the standing army you thought you outsmarted
7.
Delusions 02:22
Look at his face, What a disgrace, Like not even a man could ignore, What a place, This is the case, Of the forgotten ignorance, When I wake up I’ll be dead, So you’ll never find me in my bed, I’d rather be running then fed, But then again like I said, The world will fade away, By your bedside misery, Not sure if I’ll be there today, Cause I drank my night away, Now I don’t have a place to stay As I vomited on my homesteady, already But that’s just the way it had to play out buddy What are you gonna do arrest me already Shoot me through the system like confetti Well I refuse to be just another blank number A victim of a soldier of fucking disaster Like a bad poker hand that went to far I could have backed out but I thought I was the star But I was well past what I knew I could take And now lying here writhing in my own mistakes But in the end I’m okay with that Cause at least I decided to do all of that I know in the end my personal sovereignty Is what gives me truest identity So no matter how much I try and fuck up You’ll never get me to shut the fuck up Cause if you suppress what makes me me! Including my tendency for obscenity I can tell you now there will be a price to pay I’ll bring you all hell, a taste of my insanity You cannot take away my right to be a complete fool This is my own world, now let me rule I refuse to accept anything other than complete responsibility
8.
So I walked straight up in the club, Bitch at my toes bottle full of bub, The bass booms low right off the sub, But the first thing I notice was your tiny little nub, You show me your secret like you just don't care, Leaving your apple out in the bare, A man like me's gonna take some notice, Cause a girl like you are my focus, We could just go on with this blabber all night, But bitch I know your ass is hellah tight, Why do we gotta put up such a fight, Let's cut to the chase cause we know this ain't right, But your all I want, erection and all, With me you can stand right up tall, Your a goddess in your own right, Don't matter if it's inn the dark or light. Best of both world's, I'm a little naughty in the inside, Best of both worlds! You don't get to hide! Shit man I'm down with this beat, It's gonna be cranking' some hot hot heat, Up in the club everyone getting down, Not enough shemale's to go around, To many of them been coming to me, Getting lost in a sea of ectasy, A mess of rolls and some tranny dick, I think my momma's gonna be sick. But now it's time for the main show, My girl's gonna let me go down low, I've been waiting for this all fucking night, Got my lube ready she's gonna be tight, I wanna feel that hard swollen member, Right from January to December, I'm a sick fat fucking tranny fucker, What she doesn't know is what I'd do to her mother, Sometimes you just can't understand, Until someone's comes and takes your hand, GIves you a little special surprise, Presents you with such an enticing choice, Boy does that cock look so moist, Just don’t ever tell my wife, About my dirty little second sex life.
9.
Teeth 04:29
I can just feel these teeth nattering, Always with their endless chattering, Dancing terrified of all of the voices, In my head that seem to control my choices, I speak cries of help to those around, But there's no relief anywhere to be found, Destined to suffer in an same endless state, Will I be condemned to my uncle's fate? So don't fuck with me, I'll have none of that, Next thing you know I'm straight up on the attack, I've been fucked with way to many times, To sit here and listen to anybody else whine, Cause these feelings I have ain’t gonna go away, Maybe I'm the one who should just go away, That's how I always thought it was gonna be anyways, Just another severed head at the end of the day, There is more then one way to skin a cat, You just need to figure out just which fucking hat, You must wear in this miserable world, Because if you don't make a choice you'll just grow old. Love is not enough, I don't care what I touch, But my life ain't really worth that much, Always waiting for another day, another tragedy, So I just go live like it’s going to be the last one I see, Because you know that truly good things don't happen, If you be prayin' you just be askin', You gotta earn what you wanna get, And it's gonna get taken anyways is my best bet, So learn to talk the smack, Always spinning your words in a rap, Looking over your shoulder, over your back, Never quite sure the bill your gonna rack, But it don't matter when your get real sly, You keep telling yourself "I'm never gonna die", Don't ever stop to even blink an eye, Confidence is the only reason why. Cold silence echoes through the room, Voices of the spirits speak of my doom, Should I turn and look around these walls, Only to finally succumb to their calls, Drawn into the darkest of the abyss, Closer she draws me with her seductive kiss, Before my lips and the devil's embrace I lead her on one last final chase. But death cannot capture me without a fight, Even when sometime's its hard to justify the plight, But the show must go on until the curtains burned, And then from this life something can be learned.
10.
Broken 04:24
Trapped in this world destined to crumble, The human race has made it's final tumble, We got wars in the east, wars from the west, Nothing for the people or what's fucking best, The oil has clogged the gears of the beast, And led us to the showdown in the middleast, But we can't back down now it's all to far, We as humans know who the fuck we are! We're looking for the a justification for our own actions, But in the end we're just caught by our own own attractions, The demand for us to consume and destroy, The desire to turn the world into a toy, In the end we'll be the ones to pay the final price, Bound by our own fucking choice, Watch as everything around us collapses, Like nothing's going through our brain's synapses. We are, we are what we are, We are, we are what we are,, and we don’t fucking care We are the sons, of broken nation. Violence aint what you thought it was supposed to be, After a while things will stop being so hazy, Get your first drops of blood, gonna get real quezzy, After the first kill though it gets real easy, All of the things that the government does for you, And now this is what they finally expect of you, March in your straight lines you know it's true, Doesn't really matter who's fucking shooting who, We've been going at this all fucking night, We just won’t stop, until we’ve all dropped, We gotta fuel the gears in this wicked machine, Because that's all our country seems to mean, Soldiers of fortune on the sands of destiny, But really it’s just greed getting the best of me, Nothing is like what it's supposed to be, We're all just caught in this perpetual misery, A made up war, from a bunch of made up men, Who tote on cigars, and tell you to defend, A bunch of borders they drew on a map, To keep us divided and all that crap, But we knew this really all along, As we stand in single file, marching to the war gong, Cause what else are we going to do, If we don’t fight them, they’ll fight with you! We are we are, We are the sons, of broken nation, We are we are, And now we can't sit her anymore. We've been in this world where there's nothing but turmoil, Always collectively digging ourselves a new shithole, That we gotta dig outta again, While instead of making a change, we just try to defend Our old destitute ways that made us who we are today, We’d rather destroy it all, then turn a new page, We are the most senseless creature on any of these planets, Destroyings our habitat with our habits.

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Enter the tricky, slippery, slope that is the mind of the mysterious M-Fap. A labyrinth of indulgence, confusion, and secrets that can bring both great reward, or great peril. This is a domain of whimsical madness, plagued by entertaining yet terrifying concepts, that threaten to leave the witness changed (and possibly scarred) forever. Enter at your own peril, and witness the Fap's broken theater, that acts as an artistic critique of an even more broken world around him.

Tracks 1-6 are from the Pathways EP
Tracks 7-10 are from the Broken EP

Released through The Infidel Netwerk musician, artist, and philosopher collective:
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released October 14, 2015

Vocals, lyrics, beats, production, mixing, and mastering by Matt "theProphet" Smith
Photography by Bailee F
Picture Editing by Tom Musik

You can find Bailee F's diverse portfolio here:
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Check out Matt's other project
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Ultra LHT Voyeur at: bit.ly/2o2gzMq
LICH vs Jenova Project at: bit.ly/2o26xeg

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Enter the tricky, slippery, slope that is the mind of the mysterious M-Fap. A labyrinth of indulgence, confusion, and secrets that can bring both great reward, or great peril. This is a domain of whimsical madness, plagued by entertaining yet terrifying concepts, that threaten to leave the witness changed (and possibly scarred) forever. Enter at your own peril, and witness the Fap's broken theater ... more

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