Everytime I wakeup I see your face right there
Like a bad dream, a never ending nightmare
Spit in my face, you ruffle up my hair
Yet somehow I always seem to care
More and more, the harder you push
We always seem to find time to smoke my kush
Like a skeleton in my fucking closet
But I always thought you were more then another slut
But maybe I am just living in the distant past
I'm always the one to figure it out last
Oh god, oh god baby, how I do I find my place,
Next to insanity that I can never even taste
Or understand, or comprehend, or even begin to see
Cause it's all in your head fucking lady!

Dirty little girl I know want yah
I know I shouldn't, but I gottchyah
Spread your wings, and let me see
What lurks between your fish factory

Every day I'm with you, it's always the same thing,
It's like I'm addicted to the pain and suffering,
When you open your mouth, and it's not for dick,
It's always the same depressing sick ass shit,
I might as well tune you out, and replace what you say,
With this copy and paste method of decay:
"Welcome to my world I hope you don't enjoy your stay,
Cause really in the end, it doesn't matter anyways,
So sit down and take a seat I'm not going away,
Oh I swear baby, you won't be okay,
Cause the demons in my head they seem so real,
The wounds they dig, they'll never heal,
Live with me, like driving with no wheel,
Twisting and turning, no fathomable way to deal
Welcome to my world, get ready to kneel
Bow to the insanity! What's real?

Now your six feet deep down in my soul,
Can you even try to comprehend the tol
How this might lead to a bloody end,
Were we even really thinking about then?
It's like a kamikaze mission, but we're blindly unaware
Or at least we tell ourselves, once we up in the air
Flying at mach five, getting ready for the dive
Is this how we are going to meet our demise?
Did you ever really think we were going to pull up
When it’s so much easier to go belly up
Then trying to build on something or repair
Something that was never touched by love or care,
Nothing can ever really quite compare,
What lays deep in our pointless dream of nowhere,
From the truth we can no longer hide,
We know this was the darkest of dark rides.