Ever as kid get lost in your dreams,
Look at the clouds and wonder what it all means,
Well I did just one to many times,
And I found out there's one to many lines,
That you just shouldn't cross with a fragile mind,
Because as a kid you're just one of a kind,
And things get fucked up really fucking quickly,
Especialy when you spend your life weak and sicky,
When I finally get to break, a chance to be free
There's a certain splace for cruelty,
That seems to be reserved for me,
In this world of depravity.

Always believing in these wise man's tales,
But as I follow I seem to go to no avail,
Am I just born to suffer every which way,
Never gonna see it through a happy man's day,
Before I have the courage to do what needs to be done,
Go and purchase myself a god damn gun,
Put a bullet in the barrel and watch it spin,
You know just where it has gone and been,
But where it's gonna go next is where the stories at,
Finger on the trigger, gonna end all that,
You called the shithole that is your god damn life,
Do you even say goodbye to your fucking wife?
What final judgements do I have to weigh,
Before I end it all on this fabolous day,
Well here's two words that I got for you,
How bout's this, Fuck YOU!

I don't know where to go,
It's been so long,
Can I keep on walking this pathway,
Am I that strong.

I don't know where to start, I don't know where to care,
I'd have to make something up out of thin air,
Do I really have a beginning or ending or even a story in between,
Are you starting to catch what I mean,
Most of the time I don't even feel like anyone,
But that's how it's been since day one,
Caught in the traps of mediocrity,
But a family that wants nothing but conformity,
Keeping me away from everything I could get hurt on,
Every street light, corner, alley, or place I could hav gone,
But do you know what that did to me day after day,
Not allowed to go out enjoy my life and play,
But it's okay I'm not hurt I'm safe,
Always kept in my box in my little special place,
But you think this I’m just putting on a sad face?
Motherfucker you’ve barely had a taste.

Speak my mind and it goes nowhere,
Unsure if I'm even worth the air,
What you want and what you need
They are two different things don't you see
Cause life ain't that simple it'll never be
You gotta move with the flow or else you're all history
Instead like zombies, moving to the beat
You’re all marching to the same jobs that you hate
And I'll admit that I made a few to many mistakes,
But we all know that we need a break
The system is breaking down, it’s just fate
To many promise built on hate
To many people who are built on fake
Don’t you all see what’s at stake
But none of that really is gonna matters
When this gun can end all the chatter.